You are that break in the clouds that let s the sun
shine through. Happy birthday in heaven 💗...
shine through. Happy birthday in heaven 💗...
Today a very special person celebrates his birthday
💕in heaven. Happy birthday Paul Michael Riley.
You will always hold a special place in my heart.
To this day I can picture your smile and I hear your
laughter. I loved you with all my heart and for the
time we had together I will forever be grateful.
Losing you was one of the hardest and most
unfortunate moments in my life, and I can't say
that knowing you are in heaven brings me comfort.
Because I don't know that. Al I can say is thank you
for the life we shared. It was a wonderful time.
Thank you for your part in my journey 💙.
Today I am very happy with Arvid. I cannot picture
life without him. It is strange how life takes you in so
many directions. Years ago I could not imagine falling in
love again. Today I cannot imagine life without Arvid.
I still have moments of grief and I sometimes wonder what
could have been, but I am happy and nothing will change that.
After losing Paul, it took a long time before I was "OK," though
I still have some flashbacks, I am now at peace with it.
Nor with losing Shadow. Having Sniff in our life
is a blessing and for that I am grateful.
What life has taught me is that there is always
always something to be grateful for. My sister's neighbor
will soon be burying her son who died due to Covid. I am
not sure how a parent can ever get over the loss of a child.
My heart is not at ease because I feel that anguish. I am
not sure many will understand, but my heart knows.
Not sure what our day hold, but I know that we have
it better than so many. For than I am grateful.
December 2nd is already starting out as another warm
and beautiful day. Best of all we are in Puerto Rico,
and I have my sister and Kimsy close by. I love it.
When we focus on our gratitude, the tide of disappointment
goes out and the tide of love rushes in...
~Nadiya~
