Always Something To Be Grateful For ~

I have a lot to be thankful for. 
I am healthy, happy and I am loved...

Life goes on.  The days are going by fast, and soon

 2018 will be over.  As I have my cafe on the balcony, 

everything is perfectly still.  The only sound I hear

 is the thumping of my heart and the pounding 

in my head.  Me and my thoughts again.

My heart gets sad just like that.  I can't help it.  I know

I have come a long way and that the grief is less, but in 

all honesty these last few days have not been so easy for me. 

 The fact that my friend Anna just lost her fur baby

 has made it even sadder.  I will be better.

We have a beautiful little boy with us.  Sniff.  Full of love 

and life.  We love him very much and one day I am sure I will 

be able to bring myself and call him "my baby" as well.

Everyday I remind myself of all the reasons to be grateful.
Like I always say, I may not have everything I want, but
I have everything I need.  May we never forget that.

When you rise in the morning, give thanks for the light,
 for your life, for your strength. Give thanks for your
 food and for the joy of living. If you see no reason 
to give thanks, the fault lies in yourself...

~Nadiya~