Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's
end. Today as I close one door, another door opens.
Time to start a new chapter in our lives...
I feel like a Gypsy. Constantly moving. I don't like it,
and I am having a very difficult time feeling "at home"
I really felt at home here in Branson. When Sniff and I went
back to Fort Lauderdale I just didn't feel it anymore.
Now that Sniff is not here I am even more at a loss.
I miss him very much. Sniff anchors me.
Yesterday Arvid and I got the moving truck, and we
started to load. This may be one of the "easiest" moves
we have ever done, even so I just am not into
it anymore. I just do it because I have to.
Arvid keeps telling me that this is the last time we will
move, but he tells me that everytime we move. I told him
the next time he decides to move he can go alone.
Arvid never seems to get tired of moving. He loves it.
Having breakfast on boxes is just "like camping out" he says.
One thing I have to say. The man has a forever optimistic view of
everything. I have to smile even when I don't want to.
I am extremely sad. A chapter is coming to an end.
I am usually used to it, but somehow this is very difficult
for me. Now that the days are numbered it is very real.
I want to be where Sniff is, and now that's not here.
Wishing you all a good day. I am in turmoil right now,
but I know I will get over it. I'm trying so very hard.
I don't recall ever be so attached to any place.
We live in a wonderful world that is full of beauty,
charm and adventure. There is no end to the adventures
that we can have if only we seek them with our eyes open...
~Nadiya~
