Everyday is a new beginning. Treat it that way.
Stay away from what might have been, and look at what can be...
It has been a pretty long weekend waiting for today to come so that we can finally start
doing something. Today begins a week of tests. At least I hope I will be able to get in and
see all the doctors I will be needing to see. It is terrible to have uncertainty. Like I said I have
a very vivid imagination and for me it's always the worst case scenario I picture.
I feel very fortunate to know and to have family and friends who are there for me. To each and
all of you, I say thank you. Thank you for cheering me up and for being there. It's appreciated.
In all of this I realize how lucky I am. Yes even in ones darkest moments there is always a
glimpse of something good. For me it's the over pouring of love and kindness.
I wake up with the desire to get going and to start figuring out what is going on with my body.
Fortunately, my parents are here with me. Arvid is always by my side and if he
never was far from me, now he is constantly by my side accompanying me everywhere.
I look at him and I just want to reassure him and everyone that everything is going to be OK.
Everyday I am thankful for another day. To everyone I say, appreciate the life you have
because you never know what can happen. The future unfortunately is not guaranteed.
Nothing is. Live today and enjoy every moment to the fullest.
Wishing you all a very good morning and day.
Life is precious and I am thankful everyday to wake up to a new day.
Today is another day. Full of opportunities and of new chances. I'm ready for it.
With the new day comes new strengths and new thoughts...
~Nadiya~