Jan 28, 2025

Tuesday January 28th

I know that in life there will be sickness, devastation,
 disappointments, heartache - it's a given. What's not 
a given is the way you choose to get through it all...
 
My heart is broken because an Eagle died. 
Not just any eagle, but E24 the eldest of the 2 
eaglets born to M15 and F23 in December 2024. 


I never expected to cry as much.  Guess I 
was wrong.  I am so sad. So sad 💔.  I look at Sniff 
and know that in March he will be 10 years old. 

We have had him for 9.  Our Brutus died when
 he was nine.  Yes I’m freaking out.  Why is it that 
anytime death touches us we relive all the other 
losses we have had?  I’m sad  and I’m sad. 
  I wrote this part on January 27th


Today January 28th I "checked in" to see how
 baby E25 was doing. What a shock to read that he 
also died early this morning.  It seems, but not confirmed
 as yet that they may have ingested something poisonous. 
Now it also seems as if M15 and F25 may have ingested 
the same based on how lethargic they are right now.


They say the heart was made to be broken.  Well 
"they" sure were not wrong.  Heartbreak is a part
 of life, but supposedly it makes you stronger.


The shattering of a heart when it's 
being broken is the loudest quiet ever...

~Nadiya~