You will find that it is necessary to let things go;
simply for the reason that they are heavy...
simply for the reason that they are heavy...
Yesterday we did one of the things I enjoy. I went to
the Swap Shop and got all my favorite fruit 🥥 was
a delicious time and I have enough for the next
few days until we go again in a week or so.
Yesterday I had a hard time. Most of the day
was good but then afternoon came, I looked at
the time, and I thought of my PR kitties.
It was the same time I used to go out every now
and again in the afternoons to see and feed them.
I’m having a hard time. The guilt is tearing me
apart, but I know I'll be OK one day. Not today.
Sniff keeps me grounded and focused 💙
Arvid is being really understanding and has not
said anything when he’s seen me cry. Arvid has
been good. Better than I thought. I thought he
would get impatient but he’s actually very patient
right now 🖤 and for that i love him even more.
We’ve been around driving checking out
places. We have been a little surprised to see so
much flooding. High tide, climate change 🤭
it’s coming together as Arvid likes to say 😭
Yesterday as we were sitting out having a good
meal, enjoying the view Arvid looks at me and
says, “this does not feel like home right now.”
I have actually said the same thing several
times since being back, but I know it’s
because of the kitties I left behind in PR.
I will have bad moments this I know, but
there will be many better ones and with time
I will be OK , but it really hurts right now.
No matter what, mornings are beautiful.
Yesterday is now done with today is a new day and
will make it a good one. Some of us think holding
on makes us strong, but sometimes it is letting go
The truth is, unless you let go, unless you forgive yourself,
💔 unless you forgive the situation, unless you realize
that the situation is over, you cannot move forward...
~Nadiya~