You have to take the good with the bad, smile with the sad,
love what yo got, and remember what you had. Always forgive,
but never forget, learn from your mistakes, but never regret. People
change, things go wrong, but just remember life goes on...
The week has had it's ups and downs, but so far it has still been a pretty good
week. I get to have lunch everyday with Arvid and share a little time just
the two of us away from all the hecticness that is our lives these days.
As always Arvid loves it, I like a little more quietness.
We both have what we want at our respective hotels.
August 5th will be one year and nine months our Brutus died. One year and 5
months little Shadow died. For me the actual day is not the day that
shatters my world apart all over again. For me that is right now.
Maybe because I don't give myself time to not think about it.
It just is there. I try to steer myself away from thinking, but it does not happen.
For now I just can't seem to shut off the emotions that take over. I will NEVER
get over Brutus, but I hope one day it does not hurt this much.
I see Shadow every day coming home. It's difficult not to think of him.
Some days are just not easy. Most days all is good. Sniff keeps us
entertained. He is good and he has suddenly started playing a
game with me that Brutus used to love. Sniff can play
all day long, it is I who can't keep up with him.
A reminder to all of us that it is not always easy, but that's life.
Happy Friday everyone, may the start of your weekend be a great one.
Happy Friday everyone, may the start of your weekend be a great one.
Your future depends on many things, but mostly on you...
~Nadiya~
