Missing you comes in wave, and today I'm drowning...
Today our Brutus would have turned 11 years. It's a year, six months
and 12 days since he died. Not a day goes by that I don't miss his little
face. Yes the pain is less agonizing, but missing him is something
that does not go away. I wish I could hold him again.
Our little Shadow would have been 2 years old today. He died too soon and
we never really got to know what he would have grown up to be. Fearless
and super curious is what we had with him for a short time.
Here in Branson there is a little kitty that looks exactly like Shadow.
We pass him everyday on our way home. As I mentioned a while
back, I asked his owner about him and his name. The little
kitty that looks exactly like Shadow is named Shadow.
Sniff has filled our lives. He makes us laugh. We love Sniff Sniff,
but a part of my heart belongs to just Brutus and as of today
no one else can or will ever be able to go there.
It's a beautiful day here. All is good. Weather warn, Sniff is happy,
Arvid and I are having the experience, adventure of a lifetime
here in Branson, yet something is missing. Happy birthday
to our Brutus and lil Shadow. Mama misses you
everyday Brutus. It's not the same without you.
Happy birthday Brutus and Shadow. I miss you very much.
I miss you a lot today...
~Nadiya~
