We're all in the same game; just different levels.
Dealing with the same hell; just different devils...
Walks and more walks is what we do in the afternoon. The weather right now is gorgeous.
Come summer, well that is debatable on who you ask. For us it is too HOT.
That's why come June Arvid, Sniffer and I head out to Chicago.
Yesterday was a walk day for us. As always I love to stop and take pictures.
The truth is that i delete most of the pictures once I download them on the laptop,
but the fun lies in the taking. Arvid sometimes gets impatient with me.
Says I slow him down, but no matter what he still waits for me.
Many little chores planned for today so not sure of how the day will play out.
I have been hoping to go to the movies, but so far we have not been able to make the
time for it. Movies are my way of forgetting for a while. I have always loved going to the
movies. Now even more. For me it's an escape for a few hours. I also don't mind going alone.
Sniffer is doing great. Sleeps with us from 11:30 until we get up in the mornings. Then
he eats and wants to be brushed and played with. Of course i do that before I do
anything else. If not he will not shut up. He's very cute to have around.
The days are going by fast. Brutus has been dead for 161 days now. I miss
holding him very much. Shadow has been dead for 40 days already. Little shadow
how my heart griefs for this little kitty that never made it to one year.
Both Shadow and Brutus will have birthdays on May 17th. Brutus would have been 10
years old. Brutus, mama misses you like crazy. My little Shadow would have turned one.
Life takes us in many directions. We never expected Brutus to die. Arvid and I always
talked about having him for 20 years if we were lucky. When Shadow came along, obviously
we expected the same. They both died on the 5th of the month. Weird if you ask me.
Life is full of surprises. I don't like surprises. Never did. Never will.
I don't know what they are called, the spaces between seconds,
but I think of you always in those intervals. Don't be afraid to change
you may lose something good, but you may gain something better...
~Nadiya~
