Good, better, best. Never let it rest.
'Til your good is better and your better is best.
The last few days have been rough. I don't know what's going on but I cry for no reason,
well I have reason but suddenly the tears are coming. I feel sad and completely devastated.
All over again. I think it started right after I had a face to face with Liliana.
Of course Arvid is not sure what's going on. Right now I'm not so easy to live with.
Yes, I'm the first to admit this, but I don't know what to do. Suddenly everything irritates me.
I am moody and very short tempered. No don't even like me right now. I just can't
stop crying. As always my friend Anna is there to make things better.
I'm sure it will get back to that state of everything being "OK" again. Every loss I
have had in my life is suddenly on the surface and now I'm not sure who I am
grieving for the most. In my heart I cry for Brutus. I see Shadow, with those blue
sometimes green eyes and I see a special kitty. What's happening ???
Sniffer is always running to me when he hears me cry. Of course I don't want him to
see me crying. Don't want him to think he's not loved. So I wipe the tears away,
and play with him until we're both tired. He's good therapy and I love him.
The day is sunny with blue skies. Been missing that lately. So far it has been good
for the soul. Have already done quite a few chores and am looking forward to what it holds.
Today I am taking Arvid to lunch at our favorite Cuban Restaurant in town.
Happy Friday to all of you and may the weekend bring you all things good.
With the new day comes new strength and new thoughts.
Tomorrow is promised to no one, so make today count...
~Nadiya~
