Nov 1, 2010

Just A Little Hesitant.....

The more I see the less I know for sure.

I hate to admit it but I am having doubts.  It's getting closer and closer to the day we will be moving into our new place.  I am excited but, at the same time I also admit to feeling a little scared, doubtful...unsure.
 
All of a sudden I realize that our lifestyle has taken a drastic change.  Not necessarily for worse but very different. 


man on the move
 We will be leaving the downtown area and moving into a neighborhood.  We have already moved all our belongings into the house.  Nothing wrong with this it's just that I am a city girl at heart.  I love the hustle and bustle of people moving around of things happening...I like excitement and that feeling of something always happening.....it's nerve tingling:)
 
We will now be in a neighborhood where people are older...as far as I am concerned nothing wrong with this but, the lifestyle is so different....it's like as if nothing is happening.  People are sitting in their driveways just looking...not sure that this is what I had in mind.

working hard...

 
Have tried to talk to Arvid about this but he says it's because I am tired.    We have been working non stop for so long.....maybe he's right maybe not.  I know for sure Brutus will LOVE it!!  I know I will also like it but, I am not sure for how long.....


not a care in the world..

What really made me a little unsure and hesitant about this move was the fact that it takes quite a long time to get from the house to Las Olas area......all of a sudden it hit me that we will now be isolated from all the things I really like and that I took for granted would always be nearby.

While we are busy working Brutus is relaxing......hopefully today I will see things in a different light....just tired I guess.  That has to be it....

Although I've had several major changes, I was extremely hesitant about making some of them......but once made I have never looked back....
I had the blues because I had no shoes until upon the street, I met a man who had no feet.

until next time...